yeah, the grades just dropped and i did really bad
i blame myself, even though work has been stressing me out and balancing school and my job is reaaaly stressful but oh well
i guess i wont be seeing him for this whooole month and it was my last opportunity to actually have a date. but at this point i don't even have enough energy to react or try to defend myself
i just want to make this stop.
well, it's been a LOONG time since i last posted here... :p
i have some good news though, i got a job making supplies for a bakery close to my house, and it pays nice!! also, i've been researching more about vkei and i've really gotten into aliene ma'riage (i bought a R$150,00 CD from them...)
almost everything is nice, except for this weird tension i'm feeling about my grades,idk, i'm just scared some teacher might have just left me with a HORRIBLE grade with no warning yk? pretty scary stuff
also, theres a vkei festival about to happen soon but i dont think my family would let me go FUUCKKKKKKKK its hard man, especially when people you love are going to go yk? i barely know the artists there but like, i feel like it would be a vibe... who knows right?
well, see ya soon!
