.

 yeah, the grades just dropped and i did really bad
i blame myself, even though work has been stressing me out and balancing school and my job is reaaaly stressful but oh well

i guess i wont be seeing him for this whooole month and it was my last opportunity to actually have a date. but at this point i don't even have enough energy to react or try to defend myself

i just want to make this stop.